Positivity Fatigue
Every time I feel like my life seems to be on track, it only lasts for a few days. Sometimes a couple of weeks, at max. There are sure stretches of months when my immediate life is not disrupted. But the disruptions in my immediate family? Oh, if I could just catch a break. Despite doing everything right personally and even getting great results out of my goal-based action strategies for the professional front, it doesn't feel like everything is stable. I wish I had some emotional stability. It feels like a task to focus on the positives when circumstances are so miserable all around. A cancer diagnosis in the family, so many rounds of going no-contact and low-contact with some people in the family. Fear of health of another person in the family. Sprinkle that with some bits of recurring personal health issues. Like a friend recommended few months back, " Ya'll need to get some havan or a pooja done, ASAP! ". But would that make it stop? Or would that only give us tha...
